And I run from wolves

I just realized - my blade is gone. I threw it out. Yesterday. I impulsively tossed it in my bathroom trash. The whole thing. And I figured I'd probably break down and retrieve it. Not break down to the point of using it but just that I wouldn't be able to let go of it. Without even thinking about it this morning I combined my bathroom trash with the kitchen trash and took it all out to the dumpster. It's gone. And I'm... free?